This gurl, unknown A, has been feeling low for days. She felt that everything in the whole has changed since the time when she came back from overseas. Not sure what has happened but she fought on.

The person, unknown B, who normally allow her to make some choice and comfort her has been missing although she has been near her everyday and every minute. This gurl tried to be good with everyone and she tried her very very best in helping people but she was being betrayed by a classmate. She felt very sad and more low when she told the 'unknown B' about the incident and 'unknown B' said she is just so stupid.

Few days ago, some fairies accidentally let out the sleeping potion earlier and made everyone slept early, but not the little gurl. No matter how hard she tried to wake 'unknown B' up, she just wouldn't. The gurl started to think negatively. 'Am I very irritating that made the people ignored me?', 'why is everyone behaving strangely?', 'why is people not loving me anymore?'...

But she got no answer to these questions. She forced herself to think positively just like how she forced herself when she is overseas. She felt like crying but she bared in mind that she will never ever cry. She thought about one question,' should I find myself a boyfriend who love me and listen to my feelings?' But she bared in mind that she is still studying and should not have any.

She really cannot solve all the stress that was being thrown to her. Maybe she will one day just end her life simply by just killing herself without any pain.