My right is paralyzed.
It has been extremely painful to the extend that just by moving a fair bit of my wrist, the whole arm turns numb (too pain to feel anything). I can't even control my fingers properly. My arm seems so heavy. Gotta skip training since it is impossible for me to pull the bow.

I seriously have nothing to say to you and about you. You complained about being treated unfairly. Well, just to let you know, there is never, in this world, fair treatments. Your persistence got me irritated and I was freaking pissed off by the way you make yourself sound so pitiful when in actual fact, you are not. I wondered who the hell gave my number away. Just want to 'thank' that whoever for adding a stack of problems and letting this desperate create a chaos in my life.