I suppose I was put on the waiting list yet consistently being pushed off by the lies.
Sitting at home with many possibilities running through my head. It is just so exhausting.
Did everything within me got dug out? How come I feel so empty.
Depending on others to pull me out of this shit and making me feel better. Is that right?
Breaking down ain't that common to me. But it did happen once not long ago and I definitely don't want it to happen again.
The cut felt so deep that I can't breathe.